I Think I’ve Fallen In Love With My Best Guy Friend

Have you ever fallen for your guy best friend?

I think I have. And that irony of it all is, I never thought in a million years that this would ever happen. I mean, he is really handsome and has a killer personality. He always knows how to make me smile and laugh, and he makes me feel like big kid at heart. I can tell him anything and everything. He is there for me at the drop of a hat. He is my best friend of six years.

Christmas Eve was so special. He kissed me for the first time, and my eyes were glued to his. I just couldn’t take my eyes off of him. The cologne he wore and the way he dressed was just perfection.  

I want to know everything about him. The way he says my name makes me light up with joy. When my phone rings and I see it’s him, I can’t help but blush. How has he been able to leave me in a trance?

There are so many things I have dreamed of wanting to do with him, like traveling the world and tasting great food together, watching cute movies on the couch together, and cuddling in bed all day on a lazy Sunday. Since that night, I haven’t been able to keep myself from thinking of him. He is always on my mind, and he’s all I think about.

When he and I didn’t talk for five days, it was the worst time ever.

I couldn’t eat, sleep or think straight. The fact that I hurt him and just wanted to make things right again consumed me. I didn’t know where to begin or where to start. I just knew that I felt lost without him.

Every morning, I look forward to my effortless back-and-forth text conversations with him. I’m sorry for ever assuming that he would judge me. That’s not him, and I know the real him. I appreciate everything he does for me and for others. He’s a total catch, not only because I’m his best friend, but also just because I’m a girl. I have no idea how he doesn’t see how amazing he is. He has everything going for him. As a matter of fact, I give him A’s in every category – looks, smarts, kindness, and trust.

He gives me butterflies.

Until he kissed me, I had never felt sparks like ours. In an instant, my entire body lit up like a bolt of electricity traveling at the speed of light. I saw fireworks and felt a tingling sensation running from my head to my toes. I wish I could tell him this in person, but I’m honestly not sure what he might think. I’d hate for him to think that I’m some stage-5 clinger. He always amazes me with his wisdom and his many talents. I admire his strong work ethic, his fun-loving spirit, and his tenacity to always make his challenges work out.

But most of all, I just want to be his.

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