One day you are going to look back on everything we had and you are going to wonder why you let me go. You are going to look at what you put me through and wish you could take it all back.
It is going to hit you like a brick wall when I am gone and you know that I am never coming back.
You are going to miss me picking up the phone every time you needed someone. You knew I would always answer and took advantage of that.
You are going to miss me not sending you things when I think of you. Because now you know that I am wasting anymore time on you.
You are going to miss me dropping everything to be by your side when you are bored. You knew I would move mountains to get to you and you used me.
You are going to miss my words of wisdom, even though you never used it. Because you know I was right. 
You are going to miss my perpetual optimism. Even on your worst day, I knew how to make you smile and now you can’t have it back.
You are going to miss me once you realize that someone else saw the potential in me that you never could. Because you never thought I could see it in myself.
You are going to miss my love for you. Even if you can’t see it now, you will never be able to find someone who could give you what I could.
You are going to miss my future. Because you broke my past and you are no longer allowed in my present.
You are going to miss me, because I was everything you ever wanted and all you ever needed, but you always thought you could do better. You are going to miss me, because I was the girl that you never treated right and you can’t go back to fix it. You are going to miss me, because I was the girl that you loved and never thought you could lose. You are going to miss me, because I am already gone.
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